Sorry to hear this, been there before and thought the same myself.. but time does heal the pain along with finding the perfect woman. I did and have been going 15 years strong so far, best move whether i knew it or not then.
I went thru a rough time myself. I truly understand the not being able to sleep. I was lucky to get 1-2 hours of sleep a night. It was like my brain would run crazy as soon as I closed my eyes. I would get so worked up that it would make my heart race like crazy. It was causing anxiety attacks. After 2 or 3 months of this I finally went to my family doctor and told her what was going on in my life and how it was effecting me. She gave me a low dose anti anxiety/ depression medicine that helped tremendously. finally getting some rest helped me start healing more than anything. Don't be afraid to ask for help. I won't give you any marriage advice because I'm still jaded !!! But I will suggest a lot of prayer time and try to get some rest.
Your Kids will be your motivations, time will heal you and better things will happen. Prayers sent for you bro, & what ever you do. Stay in touch with the bros and sis here on the green screen, we are one of your family specially at times like these.
It has been 125 days since the love of my life and wife of 7 years walked out on me and I would not wish this situation on my worst enemy.. Luckily, we did not have children together and the best thing that I can tell you is to try and stay positive even though it feels impossible. Try to keep yourself busy and when your family and friends try to get you out of the house, go with them where ever it may be, you will be glad you did. I have fought that like the plague and still do so now I have a couple buddies that don't even call to ask, they just show up knocking on the door. Pray and talk to God about it to give you peace, understanding, guidance, and the strength to be there for the kids because they are hurting just as much as you if not more, but they do not have the capacity to even possibly understand whats going on. Prayers for you and your family Sir and hang in there.
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