Not how to speak it. I'm being down the the road to Theology or maybe Preaching or none of the above. It's not my call to make.
Here's what I'm needing. I understand what the verses are saying to me.
But when it come to breaking down the structure of a sentence and identify the verbs, adverbs, nouns, past perfect participles etc my mind defaults to overload status and shuts down. Making it hard for me to effectively communicate and teach.
I'm not an idiot! Not am I stupid. This has always been my kryptonite and Satan uses it to tell me I'm not worthy. Even though I KNOW I am.
I need to take the button away. Satans been kicking the life out of me lately and I haven't won a fight in a long time. I NEED a victory!
Please don't bash me!! I'm not in a place where I can take much negativity right now.
I know not how I can express my heart right, right now.
Here's what I'm needing. I understand what the verses are saying to me.
But when it come to breaking down the structure of a sentence and identify the verbs, adverbs, nouns, past perfect participles etc my mind defaults to overload status and shuts down. Making it hard for me to effectively communicate and teach.
I'm not an idiot! Not am I stupid. This has always been my kryptonite and Satan uses it to tell me I'm not worthy. Even though I KNOW I am.
I need to take the button away. Satans been kicking the life out of me lately and I haven't won a fight in a long time. I NEED a victory!
Please don't bash me!! I'm not in a place where I can take much negativity right now.
I know not how I can express my heart right, right now.
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