I have been fighting depression and isolation for a few weeks now and I don't know how to get out of it. My business is on the brink of failure everyday and we about to face another 5% cut in reimbursement as of Jan 1, 2013. This will bring our total cuts in reimbursement to 47% in the last 2 years. Nobody and I mean nobody makes a 47% profit margin in mental health. We have been building a hospital for over a year now with an original completion date of July 12 and I just found out that we will not be complete with construction until December 20. Add about 4-6 months to get accredited and actually get paid and we are looking at April-June of next year. (If we are attached to a hospital we actually get all of that reimbursement back and more). I don't have any clue how in the world we will make it. I honestly don't know what to do and I feel so lost. We have been trusting God throughout all of this and I know He is on our side. He has shown it over and over again. I know I just need to keep trusting Him. It is just really hard when everyday we are getting closer to closing our doors. I really worry about the depression and isolation. I can't afford to do that to my employees or especially my family. I have a wonderful wife and two amazing children and we are expecting another little boy in March. I can't let them down.
Sorry for the long write up but I've come to my end and its time for God to completely take over. The power of prayer is almost unimaginable. I know that with others praying for me God will do what he does best, rescue me. Even if it isn't the way I want him to he will still be there.
Sorry for the long write up but I've come to my end and its time for God to completely take over. The power of prayer is almost unimaginable. I know that with others praying for me God will do what he does best, rescue me. Even if it isn't the way I want him to he will still be there.
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