I thought about posting this in the Bowhunting Report section, but this isn't so much a report about my hunt.
I've killed enough deer with my bow to know I'm a pretty good shot. This past Saturday evening I had a doe at 15 yards - she was clueless. I did not take enough time and aim low enough, and I hit the bottom of her spine and she drops. I couldn't get my 2nd arrow in her fast enough - which thankfully ended up being a heart shot.
After all the great shots I've made in my life, it's the screw-ups that stick with me. I took no joy in the kill - I wasn't happy at all because of how she died. I've wrestled with it for the last 3 1/2 days. It sickens me that much more when I see hunting shows where someone will do the same thing I did, but it's followed up by high-fives while the deer is merely paralyzed.
Now, the reality is she died in about a minute - probably the same amount of time if I would have hit her 3 inches lower in the lungs. Maybe that's my way of reconciling things. Point of this post is am I alone in feeling terrible? Anyone else feel this way?
I've killed enough deer with my bow to know I'm a pretty good shot. This past Saturday evening I had a doe at 15 yards - she was clueless. I did not take enough time and aim low enough, and I hit the bottom of her spine and she drops. I couldn't get my 2nd arrow in her fast enough - which thankfully ended up being a heart shot.
After all the great shots I've made in my life, it's the screw-ups that stick with me. I took no joy in the kill - I wasn't happy at all because of how she died. I've wrestled with it for the last 3 1/2 days. It sickens me that much more when I see hunting shows where someone will do the same thing I did, but it's followed up by high-fives while the deer is merely paralyzed.
Now, the reality is she died in about a minute - probably the same amount of time if I would have hit her 3 inches lower in the lungs. Maybe that's my way of reconciling things. Point of this post is am I alone in feeling terrible? Anyone else feel this way?
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