As most of us when it gets close to time to get off of work I normally get pumped and start planning the evening. Today has been a little different and as the time grows closer I am almost dreading it, You see, today marks six years since I lost my oldest boy 
, They say it will get easier, and I am sure it has in a lot of ways, but for some reason today is wearing on me. I will get to see a lot of his friends that I don't see as much as before, which is a good thing, all the kids will be there, which is a good thing, For some reason I just have this great feeling of nervousness (if that is even a word) in my guts, I know there will be a lot of beers, and a lot of tears, So depending on your mood, Throw one up or throw one back for my kids and their friends this evening
Thanks for letting me get this off of my chest
Matt


Thanks for letting me get this off of my chest
Matt
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